I’m Russian, grew up in the mess of the ’90s, and still live here. Here I share the things that usually stay behind the curtain — how we actually think, what shaped us, and why we act the way we do. No politics, no big theories — just honest stories, everyday psychology of Russians(well, at least from my point of view), and the kind of quiet truths most people never explain, or even afraid to talk with each other about.